Friday, July 22
just reached home. waiting for my sis to get out of the bath so i can get in. today - ahhhh.
agonised for the entire morning over something i will not repeat. lit was horrible. got back pc. remarks went something like 'first paragraph was fine, but intepretation became more narrative after that... and writing is not up to your usual standard.. blah blah' during the lesson i'd needed to pee. after getting back my paper i wanted to puke blood, die
and pee. ahh life. mdm tay picked on me. :( sorry i'm so bad at history. but you don't need to tell the whole class i don't study! then got a msg from the new cl regarding some girls not having belts. dashed out of math lect to make a few phone calls and sneaked back in half an hour later. dashed out fifteen minutes later to pick up another phone call. needless to say, extremely high level of adrenaline was intoxicating.
vank: you're a beautiful dancer. i consider rhym gym to be a form of dance, so yeah. your starting and ending poses for clubs rocked!!!! =D =D =D tee hee i'm so glad for you. even though i couldn't stay.. sorry the taxi had arrived. but i hope you liked my rose.. and note..
speech day. bwong ran in a little late, and we had a short tiff over who was sitting at MY place. needless to say, i won. naturally. but she decided that if we were wrong afterall, she'd just need to dash up the centre aisle if they called her name. ahhaha. modern dance was horrible. i mean, they've got so much talent, which choreographer came up with the brilliant idea of hiding that talent by making them dance like sluts? any tart can swing her legs around and stare amorously into the crowd. they've got so much more than that. mrs lee would never have allowed it. this principal is too slack. i am surprised that mrs khoo allowed them to dance for speech day. maybe in jc we would write it off as creativity or whatever. but in a
christian secondary school? they are so young! it would be like staging a play celebrating homosexuality.
jean made a wonderful speech. of course i think so, it was her speech! hahaha. the little write up before her speech was hilarious. the girl was practically spouting her life story about how caring and considerate and christian yaddayadda she is, and i was thinking, 'that's my best friend!! hahaha' yeah. then when she mentioned her class.. woooohooooo!!!! =D okay i get a bit incoherent hmm. lots of picture taking, yadda yadda. ate at macs after that. superbly fun. =D =D =D i can't stop smiling =D =D =D i only feel this way around you girls =D =D =D and i didn't want to leave because i wanted the moment to drag, i wanted to hold on to it forever, as foolish as that sounds.. i just wanted time to stop. and rewind. play those few precious hours over again. stop. rewind. again and again and again.
you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains.. you raise me up to walk on stormy seas. i am strong when i am on your shoulders. you raise me up, to more than i can be.
it must've been love.
10:53 pm
xoxo
